A toast,

They say memories are made when you share parts of your heart with others and it continues to beat as a part of theirs, it immortalizes you as you live on in them… For now, these memories feel like remnants of good times, like the mess left behind after a party or the fatigue after fun…

One day maybe I’ll look back at our memories together and will no longer Miss you… I wouldn’t be cherishing my time with you wistfully either but I’ll have a deep understanding of how each moment i had with you is the reason why i am who i am today…

One day these very same memories that drown me in my tears today will remind me that the universe conspired for me to have these experiences with you…

The tight to my loose, the muse to my art and the music to my madness, One day I’ll be grateful for the time i had with you, for being a part of your story just as you are in mine.

For it’s not about how long you remained or how many things we did together but how deeply i experienced the tiniest of things alongside you.

You are a part of my deepest foundation, you a part of my moon guiding me and offering me solace through my dark, you are my butterflies scaring me and making me feel alive all at once, you are a part of my tears as they overflow from my eyes as an expression of my emotion, you’re in my heart and are my heart all at once!

You make me smile when i least expect it, you move me deeply with the smallest of actions, i know you don’t believe me each time i tell you this but hear me out again, you’re the most beautiful person and no one, absolutely no one else can ever come to mean what you do to me because you inspire me in a way no one has ever done before.

Late nights, early mornings and class times were only a reason to see you try and hide your smile as you fail to do so as I  am making you laugh cause you mean the world to me…

Scold me and ill pout, fight me and ill cheat, leave me and ill shatter but stay… stay and ill shine to light up the world just to ensure that you’re okay…


A toast to my friend, a toast to myself too…